I am feeling so sad and pissed-off. I just want to scream until my voice gets hoarse and throw things so that they shatter into the smallest, saddest shards of what they once were. But, then I think back to the last time I saw you, and I know that I have to persevere.
Looking Forward
Today is my boyfriend’s first day of classes; Plebe Summer is officially over. I am so excited for him, as I know he’ll do well. It really amazes me to see how much he did to gain acceptance. He knew what he wanted to do and, well, he did it. All of this encourages me to look at my goals and achieve them, reach for them, fucking make myself work to attain that which I desire. It’s all you can do in life, right?
I’m embarking on an epic road trip to Berkeley in a few days. I’m going to be happy. I have to make that promise to myself. And, hopefully, I’ll expose myself to a little Bay Area culture along the way.
